flowings

March 14, 2024

• linger

  Yesterday was quite the day, and I'm feeling the lingering effects of it in my right pinky finger, gut and heart.

• laugh

  I ate shit on my bike post-dentist trying to do too much pre-back-to-the-desk. I laughed.

• oil over

  Olive oil was literally all over — and probably still is until we get a good rain.

• gut

  The gut feels good because I listened to it.

• f-off

  I don't work with or for people that can't communicate with kindness or care. I'll take feedback any day. I'm receptive, but if your delivery of it isn’t feedback, but brash, rude AF and just tone deaf to any sense of empathy, you can go F-off. Find someone else to be your emotional punching bag.

• fun writing

  The heart feels good for a couple of reasons. For one, I'm having fun with this new writing project.

• validation

  The other heart thing that feels good is feeling validated. He made me feel so not strange for a weird quirk about me that others found atrocious.

• his

  I love hearing from him. His stories. His voice. His laugh.

• it

  It's definitely on the cusp for curling over the edge.

• held

  I want to be in his arms. Held.

• flowings

  I can just be and see how I feel as I feel.