know thyf*ckyeahs

February 12, 2024

• weirdly wired

  …nor do I think Instagram is the best place to “show” and "tell" the world that these are the thoughts inside my brain. Here’s how I’m wired to think, feel, be — weirdly — me.

• morning Ls

  I added to my morning meditation mantra this morning. It involves a lot of "Ls.”

• nature needed

  I don't want to miss getting out into nature for a day no matter how important the project I'm working on is. No matter my flow, as nature is always needed. And if anything, the break away in nature — that time to wander and wonder gives me fresh perspective and new ideas.

• david

  Yesterday was the perfect day to study the land. I felt like David Attenborough.

• deeper deepness

  Everything had a deeper deepness to itself, color, sound. The river was rushing. It was the loudest I've heard it in a while because it was full and roaring through. Not recklessly so, but just turned up loud enough to tell us to listen up like any old commercial trick.I always hated that about TV commercials. They'd literally blow your speakers out.

• going through it

  Sure, maybe I make it look easy. I do have a way of persevering forward. To hustle. To do what it takes to keep at it even when shit’s hard. And not as a distraction to what I'm going through but rather a means to go through it.

• scientific sense

  I'm not one to not feel. I feel things immensely. I'm a sensitive soul and I would even self diagnose myself as an HSP: a highly sensitive person. Thanks to the internet I’m able — we're all able — to research and learn new things and even make scientific sense of our quirks, our weirdness.

• connected dots

  I've been able to connect a lot of dots in my 30s. To really allow myself to reflect and understand myself better. Self-awareness baby! Fuckyeah to knowing me. Being myself fully. Not caring what others think.

• easier done

  I don't take shit personally anymore. Easier said than done.

• visibility

  I wanted to connect this thought about and feeling of empowerment that comes from having such a strong connection — a visible view — to one’s self. That awareness I have of my own self is something I want to help others with in finding for and of themselves, too.

• know thyfuckyeah

  “Know thyself” and your fuckyeahs, in order to live well and be fucking empowered. Life's so much more fuckyeah when we live our fuckyeahs.