pick up

March 16, 2024

• first things first

  I try to sit down and write before I'm inundated with the world.

• go mountain

  I'm really letting go and letting mountain.

• anything

  I have to start somewhere. Not starting at all will get me nowhere.

• juggle

  I like the act of juggling. I get a bit of a rush from it, especially being able to do it gracefully with funesse.

• steadily urgent

  I'm all about slow/steady with a bit of speed/urgency behind it — otherwise, shit doesn't get done. Perhaps this is the entrepreneur in me, also the creative.

• the creative

  You really cannot rush creativity. It flows at the pace necessary for it to create itself, to peep its head out when it feels it has something to say, show for.

• the entrepreneur

  And then there’s the entrepreneur who wants to go, do, ship, launch, drive, get it out there ASAP.

• both right

  I'm both people, so finding that balance is a delicate dance. I do have to funesse the two minds. Both are right-brained and both are right.

• trust

  I give trust to the entrepreneur to make that space and grace for the wild creative that I am to create, and to stand up for me when clients need a nudge — or more.

• landed

  I'm still in awe that I landed this opp or, rather, it landed me.

• rando

  I really hope he's safe and secured by this rando.

• support

  I don't think I ever really got my ex’s full support at my sporting events. I think it's because he saw how different we were and maybe a little envious of all the active men I was around and could be with instead.

• pick up

  I do need to pick up the miles this weekend, but at the same time listen to my body.