foolin’ ‘round
April 1, 2024
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It's April Fools’ Day and my body be foolin' me. I went to bed feeling off and woke up today with a sore throat and all around just low E.
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I am part of a team now, so I want to show up for them, but I’ve got to show up for myself first. What do I need to do today to feel better? To ease back into flow.
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Today is a home day. Here day. Recovery day.
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The gal I follow on IG who has been a huge inspo for me to just get out there with my Art has an April Challenge, which is to showcase your Art for 30 days straight. I don’t think I've ever posted so much on IG, but I'm curious what will come from it. Will it help or hinder my flow process?
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Sipping on the hot coffee is helping. I figured it would. Brings me back to me with more E.
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Am I doing too much? Probably. I must have gotten this from Mom. Because I do want to slow down. Sometimes I just cannot.
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I know it is needed for the creative process to pause and process.
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Just being in her presence is a boost to my well-being.
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I miss the tighter connection that synchronicity brings.
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Not that I ever control my laughs. Although now I remember one time, clearly. For some reason at Grandpa Russ's funeral, I was giggling with the cousins. I knew it wasn’t a funny situation, but someone made a face and I went rolling. Or maybe it was because I could tell everyone was being so serious that it made me uncomfy and I just burst.
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Maybe under the Aurora Borealis.
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It's Monday Funday. Maybe I will tell the story about 5th grade Megan. Crying wolf about her fake stitches on her chin. I had a story to go with it and all. I just don't remember it.
What I do remember was that I used dental floss as the stitches (hindsight’s 2020, why didn’t I just use sewing thread?!) and a bandaid. I even colored the bandaid red to make it look like blood was seeping from the fresh stitches.
That was Megan becoming the creative cookie she was cutting out to become.