heartbroken over hartnett

March 25, 2024

• bloated bäume

  So all this rain — lines of tiny little raindrops coming down with quite the velocity, the force — is what quenches the thirst of the trees. I think after today, they'll feel bloated.

• sensing spain

  I miss the sunny mornings on the balcony in Guajar Alto. I miss the smell of sunshine hitting my hair. I miss the taste of orange juice grabbing my nose, the sound of singing birds catching my eye, the sight of el Espejo del Alma capturing my soul. I miss it. Spain. La vida simple.

• here

  Here is hectic. But not all in a bad way, but more in a hustle which is my life right now way.

• figuring it out

  “Figure of speech" is an interesting phrase in itself. Does it mean a figure as in a shape like a triangle, an arrangement of words shaping the phrase? I feel like that must be it: words arranged in such a way, it shapes a phrase in a form or figure in which we speak.

• in any case

  It's a very optimistic figure of speech, as it often denotes the possibilities of any potential outcome. Like no matter what happens, there's always a case that it could be. Anything. Maybe that's a case full of goodness. Who knows?!

• -ish

  I'm feeling decent-ish.

• heARTstorm

  I am excited about plucking the best words from past marcomns and giving the festival tone and voice a whole new light and life. I do like this play on word with adding the emos to motionography. Something with creatives are empaths after all. We're feeling people who think — not the other way around. We care so much about our craft, sometimes it hurts. We feel for others even when we can't see them. We pick up on energies, synergies and create an abundance of Art that affects those who cross (em)paths with it.

• "if you want to feel time, write."

  I really am able to feel time, relive past times and even slow and flow with time when I write. It allows me to reflect and remember moments I've long since forgotten. Or maybe even moments that I wished I could have forgotten at one point because they were uncomfortable, but upon reflection they don't hurt as bad nor feel as awk because I'm on the other side of it. Stronger, safer, more aware.

• triggering words

  It's been interesting to notice the words that I write, trigger other words to unite — that somehow pull a memory out from a cluttered brain and clear heart.

• swing sets & sheets

  Those forts were fucking fun.

• heartbroken over hartnett

  She was so heartbroken over her look-alike Josh Hartnett, college boyfriend.