my life
February 24, 2024
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It is raining, like those misters at Six Flags, but with much less oomph. This kind of mist wouldn’t cool you off in 110°F St. Louis-sweaty-ass-armpit (yes, I just used two body parts back-to-back in a weird way) kind of humidity.
It's even slowed so much the little droplets look like lost insects in a gust of wind.
Funny to have a morning when Seattle mist shows up the same day my Seattle friend will, too. -
Does Berlin break people — couples, once lovahs? I think it definitely hardens you. It's a place that made me tougher. More direct. More not give a shit if people don't like you.
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I really did need it this time to focus on me, my work, writing and Art.
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The mist machine picked it up a notch. It's weird because I don't see any clouds up above. Maybe it's a thin layer letting it all loose.
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Looking out the windows right now, I have mountains on all sides of me.
To be peering out to rock — graffitied with pine on a wall of rugged Mother Nature, not graffitied with spray paint on a city building — this right here, this is serenity to me. This is peace. -
I have to remind myself to let go and let mountain. The rugged rock knows me best.
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That's pretty fucked up. It angers me as I write this.
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It's not extravagant, but it can be. But, I prefer the simple life. Simple as that.