sh words

February 23, 2024

• force

  I don’t want to force these when I'm tired. I prefer to write when I have energy. Ideas. A brain on.

• dreams

  It really is a blank slate to create. Something big. These big projects — dreams — take time.

• silence

  I need to have today. Here. In this apartment. It actually might be the last time that I have silence, me time, for a while.

• winter

  I know Berlin in March. It’s still fucking winter.

• rugged

  Looking out the windows right now, I have mountains on all sides of me.
  
  To be peering out to rock. graffitied with pine on a wall of rugged Mother Nature, not graffitied with spray paint on a city building. This is serenity to me. This is peace.

• fun of flirting

  I'm just living. Doing my thing. Making connections. That’s what I do.
  
  If some of these connections are romantic, awesome. If others are platonic, that’s fine, too.

• risqué

  Maybe this is the shit I should be sharing. Maybe people would feel seen themselves in their own sensual side(s).

• metaphysics

  What am I? This was just a very rando, metaphysical question to ask suddenly, as if to interrupt my sexy flow.

• sh words

  Isn’t that something, that shame and shy both start with the same two letters: s+h? And when someone wants to silence you, they shush you.
  
  Sheesh this took a turn, but I find it interesting how these words all mesh.